Feeling a fair sight better, heart’s no longer quite as fucked up and getting better.  Lost a week to it, but the upshot is that (outside of the normal bullshit) I’m ridiculously healthy.  Just been kind of idling between minecraft and watching House this last week as I was too tired for anything else, but I suppose it’s time to get back to chasing down a house.  And I really missed drumming.

And people.  I missed people.  Although on the one trip I made this week, I can still say this: even with a fucked-up heart and oxygen distribution, I *still* walk faster than half the people at Walmart :|

Wow.  When I said my friends could lean on me, I didn’t mean that it was time to fire up the rumor mill, have enough grapevine to make casks of wine, and assume so much that I look like an even bigger asshole that I already am.  Which is hard to do, considering how big of an asshole I am sometimes!  Just like, please, all of you cool your tits for awhile and let me do exactly what I had already planned to do, which is discuss this like an adult with the people affected on Friday.  I’m much more interested in the subtle worry of suffocating in my fluids right now than I am about high-school drama.

And by drama, I mean chatty mean bullshit, not like stage drama, which was admittedly fun if not a bit cheesy.

generalmumble: cyrilmusic: blameinterrobangpie: commandspry: confessionsofabrony: Most Brony musicians are ungrateful  people who don’t deserve the time of day. (that’s a expression,by the way.)I met a guy on Omegle who lived near WoodenToaster (I used to be a huge fan.) and he was gonna tell him how much I loved his music and stuff (It wasn’t fake, we talked about it’s legitimacy for a while.) and I got a message from him on another site later that the fanmail thing didn’t go quite as he had hoped and I wasn’t going to be getting any acknowledgement or reply. I have lost my faith in Brony musicians after that, except the underground ones. I’ve met many of them (also through Omegle), and they are very kind,considerate, and appreciate every single fan. ((art- http://askaniz.deviantart.com/art/Glaze-quot-WoodenToaster-quot-pixel-art-284355614 )) sadness face glaze didn’t respond to me HE SUCKS :SD ;”SA)(# JQMWED gLAZE NEVER RESPONDS TO MY FANMAIL HE MUST HATE ALL HIS FANS HIS MUSIC IS NOW BAD AND I HATE HIM I just… Are you kidding? Wow glaze you really are a giant cunt Disregard the extremely odd assumptions (and attached drama) made in this confession.  There’s something much more important going on here… THERE’S AN UNDERGROUND BRONY MUSICIAN GROUP.
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confessionsofabrony:

Most Brony musicians are ungrateful  people who don’t deserve the time of day. (that’s a expression,by the way.)I met a guy on Omegle who lived near WoodenToaster (I used to be a huge fan.) and he was gonna tell him how much I loved his music and stuff (It wasn’t fake, we talked about it’s legitimacy for a while.) and I got a message from him on another site later that the fanmail thing didn’t go quite as he had hoped and I wasn’t going to be getting any acknowledgement or reply. I have lost my faith in Brony musicians after that, except the underground ones. I’ve met many of them (also through Omegle), and they are very kind,considerate, and appreciate every single fan.

((art- http://askaniz.deviantart.com/art/Glaze-quot-WoodenToaster-quot-pixel-art-284355614 ))

sadness face glaze didn’t respond to me HE SUCKS :SD ;”SA)(# JQMWED

gLAZE NEVER RESPONDS TO MY FANMAIL HE MUST HATE ALL HIS FANS HIS MUSIC IS NOW BAD AND I HATE HIM

I just…

Are you kidding?

Wow glaze you really are a giant cunt

Disregard the extremely odd assumptions (and attached drama) made in this confession.  There’s something much more important going on here…

THERE’S AN UNDERGROUND BRONY MUSICIAN GROUP.

Source: confessionsofabrony

Today could have been worse.  I didn’t even get drunk or other things when the official part of it was over.  Just like, finished this really good wine.  And I’m unhappy and sad as shit, sure, but I recognize that tomorrow will be better and am no stranger to waiting.

Who is this happy stranger and what has he done with me?

And why have I not been him?  Why am I not him?  Oh well, dwelling at this point isn’t going to be productive, and I’ve been unproductive enough recently.  Apologies to all affected by that, by the way.  I hate it far more than you do.

Suppose I’ll share an incredible album I’ve picked up recently and then go do something productive because sleep is hours away.  *sighs*